should i or should i not ????
this question has been in my head for soooooooo long ... and i struggle to find the right answer ...
no ...its not about whether i should have no 3 or not ... that is quite obvious ... NO i am not having number 3 ... self replenishment - replaced myself and maurice ... that's good enough!
its more about whether i should be a full time mum or full time employee ....
its a battle every day .... struggling to strike a balance between working & doing my best vs spending time with both boys.... torn between a desire to have a great career (knowing i will do a great job that i can be proud of) and a commitment to my family (esp during iggie's and nick nick's early development years - already separate from daddy)
how does one make a decision like this? .. and how would one know which is the RIGHT answer?
maybe its not about making a RIGHT decision ... its about which would be a more WRONG one ...a more damaging one ... a more selfish one ... and its pretty clear which would be the answer ... just wondering if i am ready to face the outcomes that comes with that decision .... dilemma .. how would one answer a question like that?.......
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There is just no right decision... Whatever decision you make, you just have to make it right. Just like marrying a man - speaking from experience :-)
yup - totally agree...
and i have made my decision already ... and its one that i am so looking forward to!!!!! :)
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