should i or should i not ????
this question has been in my head for soooooooo long ... and i struggle to find the right answer ...
no ...its not about whether i should have no 3 or not ... that is quite obvious ... NO i am not having number 3 ... self replenishment - replaced myself and maurice ... that's good enough!
its more about whether i should be a full time mum or full time employee ....
its a battle every day .... struggling to strike a balance between working & doing my best vs spending time with both boys.... torn between a desire to have a great career (knowing i will do a great job that i can be proud of) and a commitment to my family (esp during iggie's and nick nick's early development years - already separate from daddy)
how does one make a decision like this? .. and how would one know which is the RIGHT answer?
maybe its not about making a RIGHT decision ... its about which would be a more WRONG one ...a more damaging one ... a more selfish one ... and its pretty clear which would be the answer ... just wondering if i am ready to face the outcomes that comes with that decision .... dilemma .. how would one answer a question like that?.......
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
jealousy???
well a very common question that many people have asked me ... is iggie jealous of nick nick???
from where i see it .... the answer is NO ... iggie loves nick nick ...
iggie even has his own ways of making nick nick smile ... and making nick nick laugh .... and even giving nick nick a nickname!!! iggie calls him "funny nick nick" ......
yes .. iggie loves nick nick ALOT ... and it shows through not only words but through actions as well .....
he would love to carry nick nick ... but nick nick has now grown to a big 10kg!!! so its a little heavy for my 16kg iggie!! once we tried to get nick nick and iggie for a picture and iggie was having nick nick on his lap while seated on the floor ... and next moment when i turn to snap the picture ... guesss what? ...... iggie "dropped" nick nick from his lap .... and nick nick fell face down onto the yoga mat!!!! and of course nick nick CRIED!!! and WAILED!!!!!
iggie simply just explained in tears too ... "nick nick was too heavy for iggie!" .....
and grandma had to carry nick nick and soothe him ... while i carried iggie and tried to explain to him no matter what happens even if nick nick is too heavy, he must never drop nick nick or let him fall ... just as i have never let iggie fall even when he was a baby .... after many tears from both boys ... iggie and nick nick are both laughing again ...
and nick nick loves to see iggie .... and from his actions, facial expression and body language, nick nick cant wait to grow up and play with iggie .... and iggie often tells nick nick "wait til you grow up ok nick nick, then you can play with Ge Ge"
so is iggie jealous of nick nick??? .................. No, and we love them both just the same! :)
from where i see it .... the answer is NO ... iggie loves nick nick ...
iggie even has his own ways of making nick nick smile ... and making nick nick laugh .... and even giving nick nick a nickname!!! iggie calls him "funny nick nick" ......
yes .. iggie loves nick nick ALOT ... and it shows through not only words but through actions as well .....
he would love to carry nick nick ... but nick nick has now grown to a big 10kg!!! so its a little heavy for my 16kg iggie!! once we tried to get nick nick and iggie for a picture and iggie was having nick nick on his lap while seated on the floor ... and next moment when i turn to snap the picture ... guesss what? ...... iggie "dropped" nick nick from his lap .... and nick nick fell face down onto the yoga mat!!!! and of course nick nick CRIED!!! and WAILED!!!!!
iggie simply just explained in tears too ... "nick nick was too heavy for iggie!" .....
and grandma had to carry nick nick and soothe him ... while i carried iggie and tried to explain to him no matter what happens even if nick nick is too heavy, he must never drop nick nick or let him fall ... just as i have never let iggie fall even when he was a baby .... after many tears from both boys ... iggie and nick nick are both laughing again ...
and nick nick loves to see iggie .... and from his actions, facial expression and body language, nick nick cant wait to grow up and play with iggie .... and iggie often tells nick nick "wait til you grow up ok nick nick, then you can play with Ge Ge"
so is iggie jealous of nick nick??? .................. No, and we love them both just the same! :)
Saturday, August 11, 2007
truth from kids ...
well.. i brought iggie to the bowling alley to have some fun ... and while waiting for a lane, we were sitting there watching for quite some time.... thus i decided to bring him out for a walk ...
just outside were those game machines .... i am not a fan of computer games .... but looking at iggie - his eyes opened up at what the other kids were doing ... and with lots of button to press... he asked if he could try.
i decided for 50cents a game ... alright .... we will take $2 and let him have some fun ....
given this mummy is no game player, and first time for the both of us ... each 50cents lasted no more than 1 min!!! so in less than 4 mins... all 4 coins were used up!
he asked for more .. and i told him "iggie, mummy doesnt have enough money.... i need to go to work first okie... then we can play more next time ... "
so iggie bought the story and timing was just right, a lane was freed up and we quickly got ready to play....
iggie was playing the whole time while i stood there and carried the bowl for him til it was time for him to lug that heavy 7pound ball to the line and watch him very gently put the ball on the fall and give it his biggest push.... and the ball will take approx 1 min to slowly roll down ... hahahahahahah... its like watching a very S_L_O_W movie.... silent slow movie .... and all our attention in that 1 min was focus on watching that ball go all the way down the L_O_N_G lane ... and hopefully very gently hit a pin... and make it fall.... that is "exciting"!!!!!
anyway, after letting him roll down 40 balls into the drain (2 games) ...... i realised it was past 7.30pm ... time to eat....
so i told him "iggie, we have to go. we will come again alright?"
"mummy, iggie still wants to play..."
"but iggie, mummy doesnt have enough money.... we need to pay to play... next time okie?"
"......alright .... mummy you go to work tomorrow and earn more money so that we can come tomorrow"
..... errr... it was a sat night ....."iggie tomorrow is sunday, mummy doesnt need to work... i will go to work again on monday alright? we can come again next week if you want"
"...alright... mummy you go to work and earn more monies so that iggie can play longer next time"
"alright darling... now lets put on our shoes and go okie... it time for dinner"
the family who was playing just beside us were a bunch of young jap kids... and a singaporean mummy .... she had been smiling and playing with iggie the whole time we were there ... so when we were leaving, i told iggie to say bye bye to aunty....
"bye bye aunty"
"oh you are leaving, so fast? not playing anymore?"
"mummy doesnt have enough money... so iggie cant play anymore"
... I WAS SHOCKED!!!...... with open mouth, wide eyes... i raised my head and looked at the lady ...
from her eyes, i knew she understood .... (similing)
"of course, its expensive to play. yes you need money to play" (smiling)
"yes, mummy is going to work and earn monies so iggie can come again"
"yes .... it literally throwing money into the drain... next time okie? we play together again?"
"alright ... now iggie is hungry"
"oh .. then you better go have your dinner.. its late... bye bye"
"bye bye aunty"
...... and so we went to the cashier to pay and while he was waiting ... he asked "mummy do you have enough money to buy food?"
"yes darling ... i have just enough money to buy dinner for us.... " (smiling).....
and the car ride all the way to dinner .... iggie reminded me again "mummy, you go to work and earn lots of monies so that iggie can play TOO-LONG next time"
"alright iggie... i will work very hard and earn more money so that you can play more games next time... but we need to also put aside money for food and books okie?"
...... my little darling boy ..... so watch out what you say in front of him okie ....
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just the other day ... out of the blue while both of us were playing at home ... he said "mummy, iggie needs to go to work now, my boss call me to work.... its alright.... dun worry"
............... SHOCKED ........................
"oh ok .... your boss just called you to work in Alaska? alright .... you are such a darling boy"
... iggie grins .... and smiles .......
my darling boy ...... wat else can i say ..... :)
just outside were those game machines .... i am not a fan of computer games .... but looking at iggie - his eyes opened up at what the other kids were doing ... and with lots of button to press... he asked if he could try.
i decided for 50cents a game ... alright .... we will take $2 and let him have some fun ....
given this mummy is no game player, and first time for the both of us ... each 50cents lasted no more than 1 min!!! so in less than 4 mins... all 4 coins were used up!
he asked for more .. and i told him "iggie, mummy doesnt have enough money.... i need to go to work first okie... then we can play more next time ... "
so iggie bought the story and timing was just right, a lane was freed up and we quickly got ready to play....
iggie was playing the whole time while i stood there and carried the bowl for him til it was time for him to lug that heavy 7pound ball to the line and watch him very gently put the ball on the fall and give it his biggest push.... and the ball will take approx 1 min to slowly roll down ... hahahahahahah... its like watching a very S_L_O_W movie.... silent slow movie .... and all our attention in that 1 min was focus on watching that ball go all the way down the L_O_N_G lane ... and hopefully very gently hit a pin... and make it fall.... that is "exciting"!!!!!
anyway, after letting him roll down 40 balls into the drain (2 games) ...... i realised it was past 7.30pm ... time to eat....
so i told him "iggie, we have to go. we will come again alright?"
"mummy, iggie still wants to play..."
"but iggie, mummy doesnt have enough money.... we need to pay to play... next time okie?"
"......alright .... mummy you go to work tomorrow and earn more money so that we can come tomorrow"
..... errr... it was a sat night ....."iggie tomorrow is sunday, mummy doesnt need to work... i will go to work again on monday alright? we can come again next week if you want"
"...alright... mummy you go to work and earn more monies so that iggie can play longer next time"
"alright darling... now lets put on our shoes and go okie... it time for dinner"
the family who was playing just beside us were a bunch of young jap kids... and a singaporean mummy .... she had been smiling and playing with iggie the whole time we were there ... so when we were leaving, i told iggie to say bye bye to aunty....
"bye bye aunty"
"oh you are leaving, so fast? not playing anymore?"
"mummy doesnt have enough money... so iggie cant play anymore"
... I WAS SHOCKED!!!...... with open mouth, wide eyes... i raised my head and looked at the lady ...
from her eyes, i knew she understood .... (similing)
"of course, its expensive to play. yes you need money to play" (smiling)
"yes, mummy is going to work and earn monies so iggie can come again"
"yes .... it literally throwing money into the drain... next time okie? we play together again?"
"alright ... now iggie is hungry"
"oh .. then you better go have your dinner.. its late... bye bye"
"bye bye aunty"
...... and so we went to the cashier to pay and while he was waiting ... he asked "mummy do you have enough money to buy food?"
"yes darling ... i have just enough money to buy dinner for us.... " (smiling).....
and the car ride all the way to dinner .... iggie reminded me again "mummy, you go to work and earn lots of monies so that iggie can play TOO-LONG next time"
"alright iggie... i will work very hard and earn more money so that you can play more games next time... but we need to also put aside money for food and books okie?"
...... my little darling boy ..... so watch out what you say in front of him okie ....
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just the other day ... out of the blue while both of us were playing at home ... he said "mummy, iggie needs to go to work now, my boss call me to work.... its alright.... dun worry"
............... SHOCKED ........................
"oh ok .... your boss just called you to work in Alaska? alright .... you are such a darling boy"
... iggie grins .... and smiles .......
my darling boy ...... wat else can i say ..... :)
Wednesday, August 8, 2007
seeing double ... fat babies !!!!
seeing double ???? TWINS ?????
no... here's iggie at 10 months .... (bubble chair at Nai Nai's house .... sat only once there ... too fat! cant get him out!! his fat thighs got stuck there and had to PEEL him out of it ..... )
and here's nick nick at 7 months ..... (borrowed from janie .... at least nick nick sat in there for a couple of weeks!!! ... til he too became too fat ..... and we had to pluck his THUNDER THIGHS out from the two little leg holes ..... )
no... here's iggie at 10 months .... (bubble chair at Nai Nai's house .... sat only once there ... too fat! cant get him out!! his fat thighs got stuck there and had to PEEL him out of it ..... )
and here's nick nick at 7 months ..... (borrowed from janie .... at least nick nick sat in there for a couple of weeks!!! ... til he too became too fat ..... and we had to pluck his THUNDER THIGHS out from the two little leg holes ..... )
from the looks of the double pictures .... iggie still looks to be the FATTER one .... :P
nick nick - you have to DRINK up all your milk !!!!!! just like Ge Ge!!!!! :)
handsome babies with blue cap ... seeing double??
seeing double????
here's iggie at 6 months ......
and here is nick nick at 8 months ....
seeing double ?????? :)
here's iggie at 6 months ......
and here is nick nick at 8 months ....
seeing double ?????? :)nick nick's laughter (video)
for those who wants to have a listen to the magical sounds of nick nick's laughter .... this is what makes him so special and lovable ..... (and discounts the crying bouts that usually lasts no less than 30mins each time... this musical tune and that all sunshine smile of his makes all that worth it .... )
http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=-3455988631310373428&hl=en
http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=-3455988631310373428&hl=en
scissors paper stone (video)
have a good laugh .... watch my clever iggie playing with daddy .... :P
http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=6066640799956063275&hl=en
http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=6066640799956063275&hl=en
our little teapot (video)
this is a little video of my little nick nick being a little teapot .....
http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=6917128399426417696
http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=6917128399426417696
scissors, paper, stone ....
so daddy tries to teach iggie how to play scissors, paper & stone .... and the picture shows iggie and his scissors... which somehow looks more like a gun!!!nick nick's first go at the playground slide ....
watching Ge Ge play on the slide ... nick nick had this look on his face .... "i wanna try too!"
so grandma holds him and let him try .... nick nick doesnt look so sure about that ...
and when he reached the bottom ... his expression seems to suggest "is that all?? so short??"
my little nick nick ... first go at the playground slide .... :) ...... in his "ah-peh" looking shorts that i so love to make iggie wear when he was a baby ..... ahahahahahahahahahahahahahha ..... handsome right ???????????? hahahahahaha hah hahah hahaha hah ahah hah ahah ahahah ahahah ahhhhaaaa ..........
so grandma holds him and let him try .... nick nick doesnt look so sure about that ...
and when he reached the bottom ... his expression seems to suggest "is that all?? so short??"
my little nick nick ... first go at the playground slide .... :) ...... in his "ah-peh" looking shorts that i so love to make iggie wear when he was a baby ..... ahahahahahahahahahahahahahha ..... handsome right ???????????? hahahahahaha hah hahah hahaha hah ahah hah ahah ahahah ahahah ahhhhaaaa ..........
a lazy afternoon .... with nick nick and grandma
so on a lazy afternoon .... both grandma and nick nick are sitting under the trees .. enjoying the afternoon breeze ....
grandma attempts at kissing her lovely BALL ....
and nick nick being a TOUGH little man, pushes grandma ... protesting .. "not in public grandma ... what if a gal comes along?"
refusing to be pushed over by a little BALL, grandma makes a second attempt.....
and nick nick being a TOUGH little man, again pushes grandma and protesting harder... "not in public grandma ... dun you want to have grand-daughters in law?? plenty of them come along here to play you know?"
alright so finally both made peace .... decided to watch the birds instead ...... and nick nick and grandma both agreed .. holding hands between grandma and grandson - this is still acceptable to the little gals who come play in the playground .... :)
grandma attempts at kissing her lovely BALL ....
and nick nick being a TOUGH little man, pushes grandma ... protesting .. "not in public grandma ... what if a gal comes along?"
refusing to be pushed over by a little BALL, grandma makes a second attempt.....
and nick nick being a TOUGH little man, again pushes grandma and protesting harder... "not in public grandma ... dun you want to have grand-daughters in law?? plenty of them come along here to play you know?"
alright so finally both made peace .... decided to watch the birds instead ...... and nick nick and grandma both agreed .. holding hands between grandma and grandson - this is still acceptable to the little gals who come play in the playground .... :)iggie and his fight ????
alright ... dun panic here .... but take a look at iggie in this picture... a BIG bruise on his left cheek ... and his right eye a little swollen there ... with that face that looks so sad .... do you think iggie looks like he just got into a fight????
no no ... it wasnt with nick nick .... though i think that will come in a couple of years!!!! and looking at nick nick's size ... well could be bigger than iggie ....
no no.... it wasnt a fight in school ....
it was only because he fell from his bike ... thus the big bruise on his left cheek.... and for his swollen eyes... all because he didnt wash his hands after playing and rubbed his sensitive eyes ...
but really does look like he got into a big fight isnt it?!! hahahahaahahahahha :P
lovely grandma & gong gong
right .... the two people that nick nick loves the most ....
grandma for her singing and playing ....
gong gong for his munchies!!!!!!! ..... nick nick always smile the sweetest smile to gong gong ... every time!!! and its all because gong gong is always munching away at his peanuts, walnuts, cashew nuts ... biscuits ... and all things nick nick shouldnt be eating ....
well .... nick nick's two favourite people!!!! .... :)
iggie's creations .... and i am damn proud of him!!!
some of you might know this ... that iggie loves trains and tracks ... and thus our investment (which is mounting to near a thousand ... ) in Thomas Train series of trains and tracks ...
for the past 2.5 years, it has been just dadddy or me building the tracks (small little ones first and as we bought more tracks ... to bigger more complicated ones), and iggie will play with the trains after. But the whole time he will be sitting around us, helping to bring some tracks and help push them into place..... observing and learning ......
for the past couple of months ... as i became too busy to build for him .... and grandma claims she doesnt know how to build (... but know how to keep!) ... iggie decided to attempt building these tracks and routes all by himself!!!! ... (ok grandma helped out only at the very end to link the final few pieces together) .... but the concept of how the tracks will run, where to build up the slopes... and down the slopes ... the curves... the bridges .... and the stations.... plus the Y junctions ... and red round about ..... all by himself .... or as iggie would say it "all by iggie-self!"
here's him hard at work .. thinking really hard about where to lay the next piece ....
here's one of his creations!!! watch the green double layer bridges, the stations, the multiple tracks along each other, the slopes up and curved double bridges ....
here's another one!!!! never the same ones ... and all thought of by himself!!!!!
for the past 2.5 years, it has been just dadddy or me building the tracks (small little ones first and as we bought more tracks ... to bigger more complicated ones), and iggie will play with the trains after. But the whole time he will be sitting around us, helping to bring some tracks and help push them into place..... observing and learning ......
for the past couple of months ... as i became too busy to build for him .... and grandma claims she doesnt know how to build (... but know how to keep!) ... iggie decided to attempt building these tracks and routes all by himself!!!! ... (ok grandma helped out only at the very end to link the final few pieces together) .... but the concept of how the tracks will run, where to build up the slopes... and down the slopes ... the curves... the bridges .... and the stations.... plus the Y junctions ... and red round about ..... all by himself .... or as iggie would say it "all by iggie-self!"
here's him hard at work .. thinking really hard about where to lay the next piece ....
here's one of his creations!!! watch the green double layer bridges, the stations, the multiple tracks along each other, the slopes up and curved double bridges ....
here's another one of his creations ... in fact -this was the first one i managed to get a picture of ... the rest were dismantled by the time i got back home ....
here's another one!!!! never the same ones ... and all thought of by himself!!!!!
here's another one ... with bridges and tracks that go beneath them too!!!
a picture of him hard at work ... concentrating on his trains ... in the station.....
another lovely picture of my dearest iggie ... being the track engineer ....
so ... what else can i say ...... I AM A DAMN PROUD MOTHER!!!!!!! he has got my genes!!! hahahaahahahahahahhahahahah .... :)
i am 8 months old ....
had it not been for my recent spell of virus attacks + tension headaches + migraine headaches ... i wouldnt have been home for such long periods ..... spend so much time with my boys ....
and suddenly i realise that i really missed out a whole lot.... of course i missed out on the horrid crying bouts of nick nick ... and the screaming tantrums of iggie .... but i also missed out on them growing ... growing in size (apparent in nick nick) ... and growing of age (with iggie's new found wisdom of things and words and feelings ... )
and i had in my mind keep thinking of nick nick as 7 months old .... when he is already 8 months!!!!
and here's a little picture of one of my darling boys .... nick nick at 8 months old .... in no time he will be crawling and .... soon will be fighting with iggie!!!! :P
mirror images ....
mirror image 1 ..... (facial expression)
mirror image 2 ..... (facial expression and body posture)
now .... nick nick is wondering "do i really look like that? .... would i grow up to be like Ge Ge?"
mirror images ....... :)
2 princes ...
well... love it when grandma makes the two boys wear similar clothes ... look really adorable and handsome dont they!?:)
Tuesday, August 7, 2007
managed ....
not sure about you ... but this little boy amazes me no end .... just the other day, we were talking about getting the box down to build the thomas train tracks, iggie said "mummy, iggie can managed by myself... see...."
MANAGED .....
and the other day, iggie said "yes mummy, iggie managed to catch the ball.... "
MANAGED .....
now how did this little managed to know "MANAGED" ????
MANAGED .....
and the other day, iggie said "yes mummy, iggie managed to catch the ball.... "
MANAGED .....
now how did this little managed to know "MANAGED" ????
conversations with a little boy....
Iggie
Mummy
"what's the primary school name?"
"its marymount convent... its a gals school.. no boys there"
"why?... iggie wants to go to mummy's school..."
"you cant dear.. its a gal's school, but u can go to daddy's school... its a boys school"
"no... i want to go to mummy's school...."
(laughing).."you cant dear..."
"what about Henry Park school mummy?"
(in shock!!)...."why.. what about Henry Park Primary School?"
"Cory said she can see her house from there"
(still in shock...) ...."oh is that right? her house is near to Henry Park Pri School? who is Cory dear?"
"she is my friend .... Cory said her friend is there and can see her house. Next time iggie wants to go Henry Park School so that iggie can see Nick Nick"
(amazed ....) ...."of course dear... you can go there if you want to .... and be near to grandma's house so that you can see nick nick"
"yes..... that day when iggie go botanic gardens, 3 of us sit on 2 seats... so squeezy!"
"yes yes.. who were you sitting with dear?"
"with Cory...."
"only Cory? i thought there were 3 of you?"
"that was the other time, iggie and Sarthak and Christy"
"oh i c..... so you sat on the school bus a few times?"
"yes iggie took the van to Art Class last week"
(surprised and even more shocked....)..."you had to take the van because it was raining too heavily to cross the road to your Art Class?"
"yes .. it was raining heavily.... and the van went up the curb!! the van went up the curb from the road and on the grass... and when it reverse out the plants came out and died"
(amazed at vivid description!!!).... "yes so funnie right iggie....hahahahahhhaha"
"yes and iggie's MRT is long....it has 7 carriages ... more than 6 carriages!" (iggie proudly smiling...)
"yes yes you are right!... its much longer than 6 carriages with 7 carriages..."
"and yes there were 3 tracks... and one of them is not finished yet so it drops into the river!!!"
(huh......?????......) ... "yes yes we shouldn't take that track, so dangerous right?.... lets talk about school again shall we?"
"ok.... but iggie forgot what did iggie do in school today...."
"its alright dear... you can try to remember tomorrow and tell me about it alright...?"
Mummy
"what's the primary school name?"
"its marymount convent... its a gals school.. no boys there"
"why?... iggie wants to go to mummy's school..."
"you cant dear.. its a gal's school, but u can go to daddy's school... its a boys school"
"no... i want to go to mummy's school...."
(laughing).."you cant dear..."
"what about Henry Park school mummy?"
(in shock!!)...."why.. what about Henry Park Primary School?"
"Cory said she can see her house from there"
(still in shock...) ...."oh is that right? her house is near to Henry Park Pri School? who is Cory dear?"
"she is my friend .... Cory said her friend is there and can see her house. Next time iggie wants to go Henry Park School so that iggie can see Nick Nick"
(amazed ....) ...."of course dear... you can go there if you want to .... and be near to grandma's house so that you can see nick nick"
"yes..... that day when iggie go botanic gardens, 3 of us sit on 2 seats... so squeezy!"
"yes yes.. who were you sitting with dear?"
"with Cory...."
"only Cory? i thought there were 3 of you?"
"that was the other time, iggie and Sarthak and Christy"
"oh i c..... so you sat on the school bus a few times?"
"yes iggie took the van to Art Class last week"
(surprised and even more shocked....)..."you had to take the van because it was raining too heavily to cross the road to your Art Class?"
"yes .. it was raining heavily.... and the van went up the curb!! the van went up the curb from the road and on the grass... and when it reverse out the plants came out and died"
(amazed at vivid description!!!).... "yes so funnie right iggie....hahahahahhhaha"
"yes and iggie's MRT is long....it has 7 carriages ... more than 6 carriages!" (iggie proudly smiling...)
"yes yes you are right!... its much longer than 6 carriages with 7 carriages..."
"and yes there were 3 tracks... and one of them is not finished yet so it drops into the river!!!"
(huh......?????......) ... "yes yes we shouldn't take that track, so dangerous right?.... lets talk about school again shall we?"
"ok.... but iggie forgot what did iggie do in school today...."
"its alright dear... you can try to remember tomorrow and tell me about it alright...?"
Thursday, August 2, 2007
one down, two down ... three down ....
so it has started .... when everyone around tells me "when one is sick, the other will just follow..."
last monday (23 July) iggie had high fever ... and by last friday (27 July) worked its way into a bad cough ....
by this monday (30 July), nick nick was coughing and started dripping as well ....
and monday & tuesday night, nick nick started being cranky .... he cant sleep as he cant breathe properly ... and thus wakes up and cries non stop and wants to sleep badly .... so i get home by 11plus at night from work... shower and eat and went to bed by 12 plus ... and 2.15am nick nick started crying non stop ... and cant fall asleep and kept crying til 4am ... i surrender and call for help - grandma takes over and i went to bed ... woke up at 7am to find grandma and nick nick asleep in the reading room ... and i had to go to work ...
i give up!!!!!!
by thursday (2 Aug) ... i am down with horrid cough and stuck nose .... i am exhausted and tired ....
so now ... its 3 down .... wonder who would be the next target .....
feel like checking into a hospital with my horrid headache, stuck nose and bad cough ... and sleep there for a couple of days and nights..... then eat all the chao guo tiao and laksa .... then buy a few diamonds from larry and tiffany .... and maybe shop for a few gucci and coach bags ... all this to make me feel better ..... how's that as a plan ??????
last monday (23 July) iggie had high fever ... and by last friday (27 July) worked its way into a bad cough ....
by this monday (30 July), nick nick was coughing and started dripping as well ....
and monday & tuesday night, nick nick started being cranky .... he cant sleep as he cant breathe properly ... and thus wakes up and cries non stop and wants to sleep badly .... so i get home by 11plus at night from work... shower and eat and went to bed by 12 plus ... and 2.15am nick nick started crying non stop ... and cant fall asleep and kept crying til 4am ... i surrender and call for help - grandma takes over and i went to bed ... woke up at 7am to find grandma and nick nick asleep in the reading room ... and i had to go to work ...
i give up!!!!!!
by thursday (2 Aug) ... i am down with horrid cough and stuck nose .... i am exhausted and tired ....
so now ... its 3 down .... wonder who would be the next target .....
feel like checking into a hospital with my horrid headache, stuck nose and bad cough ... and sleep there for a couple of days and nights..... then eat all the chao guo tiao and laksa .... then buy a few diamonds from larry and tiffany .... and maybe shop for a few gucci and coach bags ... all this to make me feel better ..... how's that as a plan ??????
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